It was written by Eilish and her brother Finneas O'Connell , with the latter handling production. The song was released as a single on November 13, through Darkroom and Interscope Records. It is a house and electronica -influenced pop and alternative pop track, for which a piano and downtempo bass provide minimalist instrumentation. Inspired by a nightmare she experienced, the song is about Eilish's strong relationship with Finneas. In the lyrics, Eilish talks about him protecting her and making sure no one hurts her. Commercially, the song was also successful, reaching number eight on the US Billboard Hot , becoming Eilish's second top ten hit in the United States. It debuted atop the record charts of several countries, including Ireland and Norway.
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It was released on November 13th, The song was first mentioned by Billie on her Instagram story on November 6th, , when she stated that she would be releasing a single in the following week to make up for the long wait for her Vanity Fair issue. On November 10th, , Billie revealed the single's title, release date, and cover art. A day before its release, she teased a second snippet of the track on Instagram. On November 26th, , Beats by Dre posted a video for the making of the song, partnering with Billie. Lyrically, the song describes Billie's experience in the music industry, and how she feels pressured to cater to the demands of her fans. She ponders whether or not she would have chosen to be an artist if she knew about the pros and cons beforehand. It is also a tribute to Billie's brother and collaborator, Finneas O'Connell. In a interview with Seventeen , Billie stated that the theme was inspired by a dream she had.
I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm bein' honest It might've been a nightmare To anyone who might care. And you say: As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear: They don't deserve you. I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter It coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there. And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down. If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again?
Eilish got inspiration for the song a year prior, when she had a dream about taking her own life. When she took the idea to her brother, he became uncomfortable with the worrying topic. But it was me admitting to something that was very serious about my depression. A very serious step that I was admitting that I was planning on taking.